AMAZING ,ALLURING PANORAMIC, around the Himalayas mountains, clam aesthetic beauty. To me the Himalayas ,
itself is God the Supreme, as i realized when i first see it's infinite dense colossal powerful beauty, when Arjun saw the
supreme lord SRI KRISHNA' S universal supremacy, Arjun was afraid. I was also scared, on the first sight of
the great Himalayas, but i felt attraction to it, as i experienced to pay my several visits to different parts of, the Himalaya.
Everyone would felt love to it, with deep longing. On the way, the snowy peaks , ridges, as if it was beckoning me,
--come- come to me, just rush to me, touch me---I heard in my heart, the whispering of so many untold tales,
listening the laments, but in 1974, i could not understand the meaning of that, at 2010 now i made sure that
why and what is the reason of lamenting, the great Himalayas could not bear the painstaking sufferings, which
were committed by the human race years together,
Why the glaciers of the Himalayas are melting ? I am sure that due to man-made pollution, the environment is decaying
On journey i saw one sightless pilgrim accompany with a village long eyed girl, also was marching, along with thousands pilgrims.
One lame person was moving on the grace of Supreme Lord, Sri Krishna's blessings, lame or sightless were reached to AMARNATH
JI'S CAVE TO PAY THEIR HOMAGE, TO AMARNATH THE LORD SHIVA-- who had took poison for the welfare of three world on request
of Devotas, when the same poison came out by churning of the ocean by the Gods and Demons.
Lord Shiva is auspicious and propitious, doing weal and welfare for all.
We reached at Chandanbari, on the way i was enjoying of amazing and alluring aesthetic beauty of snowy
ridges, peaks and greenery of lowland, raising pine and oak trees.
Some pilgrims were using the circuitous rout, so i had also tried once, and experienced very amusing and
also thrilling as already had chance to mislead the way. at dusk we were resting in tent, but i came out to see the
coularful snowy mountains, I FELT THE BLESSINGS OF my Lord in blissful mood, on that silence arena.
Asudden noise blared, screaming brockout we had rushed to the spot, a well-bueild saint Trishul in hand angrily
and attacked to an old widow, as she unwillingly had committed nuisance very near, where the angry
saint seated for meditation in front of burning Dhuni-- fire-woods, --fire-- enkindle by ascetics sacrificial
fire-- but invain the saint could not sacrificed everything, anger remained. Even the enraged saint had cursed
her-- Mai teri AMARNATH JI KI DARSAN NEHI HOGI. The excited, annoied widow had became sick, her
whole body was shaking, temperature raised.
Junior doctor one young man and a young girl, had came and examined her, but another aged widow was also
became sick who had accompanied [victim ?] her. Doctors advised us let the two women to be shifted
as the high blood presser would be very dangerous on this high land.

SEARCH OF TRUTH OF LIFE

SEARCH OF TRUTH

SRI RAMAKRISHNA says-- God pervades the universe everywhere, but you cannot see Him everywhere.
He manifests Himself more readyly in sacred temples which are full of the spirit od devotion diffused by the
lives and spiritual pratices of the devotees of former times... From time immemorial, numberless Sadhus,
devotees and men of the realisation have come to this holy places to have a vision of GOD
AND HAVE PRAYED TO HIM IN AN OUTPOURING OF THEIR HEARTS, SETTING ASIDE ALL WORLDLY DESIRES.
THEREFORE, GOD though equally present everywhere, manifests Himself specially in these places.

If a man prays to Thee with a yearing heart, he can reach Thee, through Thy grace, by any path.
In 1974, i was at Kasmir, i saw in public buses, Tourist is God, it was written. Even when i visited
Bhawani templeonce, where Swamiji had also worshiped on his way to AMARNATH JATRA along
with SisterNivedita and others. The said temple and SANKARACHYARJYA temple and other Mosques
and shriens were well maintained. All the auspicious places and atmosphere turned invery transcedental,
i had realized by heart. When i tried, to meditate on rock near SANKARACHARJYA TEMPLE, as if he was appeared to me,
i bow down to him, the great saint YUGACHARJYA HAD TOILED HARD as work is worship to glorify again the SANATAN HINDU DARMA
OTHERWISE WE THE iNDIAN HAD HAS LOST OUR OWN IDENTITY, THE GREAT AND MOTHER OF ALL RELIGION
AS SAYS SWAMIJI, each and everyone should be grateful to him, without discrimination of cast, creed andrelion--
as the SANATAN DARMA if it would pulled dwon or demoralized, by the couse of other efforts or our
own destiny, the whole world would be ruined forever. It is my present view, at the age of sixty-five, that
only our great genuine SANATAN DARMA socalled Hinduism, could save the world from the globe warming,
consumerism, terrorism and other differents ways. So i welcome all the people, who love this planet, our own world, please
have some knowledage, go through, share our old scriptures, VEDANTA, VED, UPANISHADS,BHAGAVATAM
and welknown most scred GITA -- THE GUIDE BOOK OF JOURNEY OF LIFE TO THEE, THE SUPREMO- GOD ABSOLUTE-SAT-CHIT ANANDA.
iN OUR mahabharat, Yudhisthir had refused to enter in heavan without his guide-dog, the dog had accompanied
with him a long way. That is our culture and vertue, darma as we the Indian do believe that whole world
is our big family as DIVINE MOTHER says -Learn to make the whole world is your own. Nobody is a stanger.
The world is our own, it is eternal truth, which also reflets on writings of SRI AUROBINDO, TRUTH the rock on which the world is build.
Satyena tishthate jagat...The first formula of belief is Satyannasti paro dharmah, ther is no higher law of conduct
that truth. Mahatma Gandhi said, to me religion means truth and ahimsa or rather truth alone.
SRI RAMAKRISHNA teaches us-- unless one always speaks the truth, one cannot find God, who is soul of truth...
one must be very particular about telling the truth. Through truth one can realised God.SWAMIJI also advised us--
Beware of everything that is untrue. St ick to truth and we shall succeed. Everything can be sacrificed for truth,
but truth cannot be sacrifised for anything, A great truth He brought to light for us, that religion is the
manifestation of the divinityt already in man. The great poet Rabindranath expressed, --Renounce we must,
and through renunciation gain -- that is truth of inner world.
Where the mind is without fear and head is held hih;
Where knowledge is free;
Where the world has not been broken up into fragments by narrow domestic walls;
Where words come out from the depth of truth;
Where tireless striving stretches its arms towards perfection ;
Where the clean stream of reason has not lost it way into the dreary desert sand of dead habit ;
Where the mind is led forward by theein to ever widening thought and action--
Into that heavan of freedom, my Father let my country awake.

THE GREAT INDIA IS AWAKING

"The longest night seems to be passing away, the sorest trouble seems to be comingto an end
at last, the seeming corpse appears to be awaking... India, this Motherland of ours.. from her deep
long sleep. None can resist her any more' no outward pwers canhold her back any more' for the infinite
giant is rising to her feet." [vol- 3,p.p 145] The great world Theacher SWAMY VIVEKANANDA, had prophesied
on 1897, also advised us the way-- "Teach yourselves, [ excuse me to add, -be moral and spiritual] teach
everyone, [ that you are son of AMRITESYO, Supremo, divine child ] his real nature; [ every soul .........
] call upon the sleeping [supersti, castism etc] soul and see how it awakes, [ everycorner of this globe,
Indians, and blood s are dominating with determination
aspiration only to touch the sky as KALAM SAHEB SAID, and salute to the imoral soul -Kalpana ] Power
[ shaking -everything and healing everyone ]
will come, glory [ top position in this world ] will come, goodness
[ends of-coruptionness will come, purity [morality and spirituality] will come and everything that is excellent
will come, when this sleeping soul is roused to self-conscious activity."
Yes, i am seeing that each and everyone in this globe feel as a big family, spiritual notion of our nation and other nations
is awaking -arising as SRI RAMAKRISHNA, our beloved Lord's blessed us - Be awaken your consciousness.
I do belief that our lord, SRI RAMAKRISHNADEV, our divine motherSRISARADADEVI, blessed us also,
great teacher, SWAMY VIVEKANANDA AND OTHER NOBLE SOULS, WHO BLESSED US WOULD NOT GO IN VAIN.

[ inspired by the observation and reading, lisiening of my mentor and so many other good souls please]

Why i have written all about the truth, as i had have set out a journey to seach the truth, thruth of myself, my beloved
motherland, and truth of life.
I recall my beloved Lord's sayings- --after visiting a sacred spot or a place of pilgrimage,
you must take hold thoughts that arouse in the mind while there, sit down in a solitary corner and think of them till you
are immersed in them. You must not devote youself to the pursuit of the senses, driving away the higher ideas
from your mind immediately after you leave holy places.

I had commenced journey towards AMARNATH CAVE from Pahelgano on foot with other pilgrims and devotees,
who were shouted -AMARNATH JI KI JAI, HARE HARE MAHADEV, slogan of so many voices, echoed in the mood
of great ecstasy, on the mountain encircled divine locus.